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Dare36 - Prison Island

Prison Island in Belfast, it was really fun, although I almost gave up on going there… Because my credit card didn’t work on the websites and I wrote an email to them, they didn’t help! But my boyfriend solved it, the first time I found out that my boyfriend is really good at sports! Kind of charming, hehe! Our team name was Okay Babe, hehehehehe! I think we did a good job together! There were a lot of kids there, but the climbing game was surprisingly difficult! When we went to the city center, I left my bag in the toilet of a juice shop. When my boyfriend asked me where my bag was, I thought he was messing with me! We only got 15 minutes to hang around Christmas street, sooo sad! Because there were a lot of new things for me, I could only take a peek and choose the most interesting store. I bought some dessert and Indien food that I saw on Instagram and I was really curious, it was way too sweet for me, but my boyfriend liked it. Oh~ And in the morning, there was music of peopl...

Dare35 - Romantic night

We went to Belfast on Dec. 9 with my failed haircut… It was totally too short, I wasn’t asking for a cropped hair, just a short cute hair! I gave the hairdresser a few examples that I found on the internet, when I felt everything started going wrong, I questioned him, he said, just exactly like the picture, in a minute, I was blank in my mind, are we talking about the same pic??? And it cost me bloody 75 europe!!! Thank god my friend and my boyfriend kept telling me, it wasn’t too bad. The first day we went to Balfast, I was wearing a dress and I was going through my monthly pain, but Belfast seemed like it didn't like me. Strong wind kept blowing out my dress, and the rain made me feel bad… The worst part was the fight with my boyfriend in the Titanic museum, but fortunately, we always can fix up our problems. He didn’t trust me and bought the extra wasted tickets. I told him off, hehehe, and he ignored me and abandoned me in the Titanic museum. I told him off too, hehehe,...

Dare34 - Never dressed...

Recently, everything is frozen on the street, so as my boyfriend’s heart, I again wore a new beautiful dress, it was a sexy dress, and he didn’t say a word when he saw me, and I was upset so I complain to him, he was just phoning for giving me a hug, and I after I said no, he just said ok, and straight to living room, I was really shocked, so when we went to meet his friend, I told his friend everything, I had told him that I will tell his friend, because every time we had a fight, almost every time I had to cheer up and heal myself, because he doesn’t know how to do… Every time I dress up for him, I don’t know what the point is and why should I do it, and is everything worth it? Do I worth it… He has no longer care about me when I cough, and one day he accidentally dropped me on the floor, if I didn't say anything, he probably won't know that it was hurt, it was fun when we were playing, but when you hear I fall down hard, no check... It was no longer fun, it was onl...

Dare33 - Complicated in Adare

We went to Adare on Nov.27, I wore my new cute dress, and this idiot made me upset again… Because I knew that he didn’t have much money left, so we prepared some sandwiches for our trip, but we haven't eaten yet. He still insisted on buying something to eat, he said the sandwich can’t be full, but we haven’t eaten yet… He said if he doesn't eat that he will be hungry and in a bad mood. I felt so sad. He didn't even try to communicate with me. He wants me to care about him, and I always do, but he doesn’t like me when I am in a bad mood… He will tell me, he is tired of dealing with it… I remember one day he told me, it’s not fair, suddenly, I felt deeply wronged… He cherishes me, treats me well, but I don’t know how to say… We had a conversation after all, and we went to church, he taught me how to pray, and I bought a whiskey jam, we had our sandwich in a park, soooo cold, my hands was freezing, and we went to a local bar, finally I had a traditional Irish coffee, we sti...

Dare32 - Cried on Birthday

Nov.23, my boyfriend’s birthday!!!! I booked a fancy restaurant in a glass room and wore my new green dress and braided my hair, and I bought a hoodie for him, but he made me cry in the restaurant... Well… just say, he has problems with foods but he has to learn, when we bake home, I secretly prepared cake, I was surprised that he didn’t find out, and I gave him a book that I wish it can heal him in his heart, and a pair of bracelet, and a burger that he gave me and I gave him back, even it was his birthday, he still gave me a massage, hehehe~

Dare31 - Liverpool

Everything is huge in Liverpool, so I made a huge mistake that I booked our room for December… Thank god the reception helped us, and the room was really nice, not just the hotel and the bars, streets, all full of beatles, but it was too late, so we just went to buy some grilled food. My man was totally tired, but I was still full of energy, hehehe. After all, it was my first time coming to the UK!😁😁😁 I woke him up to have breakfast in the morning, because I had bought it, I didn’t want to waste money, and the breakfast was worth it. It was really tasty. Before we checked out, I fed some seagulls outside of the balcony, it was funny. I bought glasses beatles style for us, and we took a tourist on a ferry, we went to the beatles coffee shop, and I bought souvenir for us, and sent some postcard, and he took me to a british music experience, we played instruments there, he is charming when he play guitar, but… when he play piano, it reminds me Ross… We heard all the music there, ...

Dare30 - Summary and Departure

Last two weeks, I was busy in relationship, hehe~👻 Lots of things happened. We went to see a concert on Nov.17 and I danced in the club. There was a guy who took a pic with me, I was drunk so when there’s a group dance, I just went in, it was really fun!!! We sang along, and he catches me every time when I almost fall down. We went to his friend’s house with a box of beers on Nov.19, and we both were tired because we are introvert, and we were all think of did he/she want to go now, that was hilarious, we didn’t help anything, we just sat there, chatting and eating, we love friends, but we were tired!!! Oh~ and we played a game called “who are you” if I’m not wrong with the name, it was fun, because I kept pointing at Tomas which I won’t offend any girl. He tried the coca cola meal that I saw on ins on Nov. 20, it was really good, but a little bit fatty for me, and we went to a store to buy his shoes for our coming trip. We have almost the same size of feet, so we can tota...

Dare29 - Third fight

Last night, we had a third fight… Although we have already solved the problem, I am still in pain now… It started with a jealousy joke, it was a joke at first, but it went too far, I was a little bit angry, so I showed my emotion by apathy to him, actually it can be fix immediately if he say something, but he didn’t, he explained to me he didn’t want to embarrassing in public when we left the bar, so he didn’t know how to react, at last, it was me gave him an out, because he did somethings I felt he was trying to hurt me on purpose, and I don’t feel he was going to solve the problem and I felt I was going to cry, so I must solve the problem now. After we left the bar, we had talked about this, he said he still learning, he was sorry, and I was sorry being so sensitive too, the reason I still in pain now, it’s because before we went to sleep last night, he told me he doesn’t want to think that way, but when he had argue with people, he will think about who's wrong and who's ri...

Dare28 - Picnic Day

I wished one day I could go on a picnic in Ireland, because it's full of greenland. It must be a wonderful picnic here, and I have been nagging about this since my best Taiwanese friend was still here, but it was too cold for her.😭 Now I have a boyfriend who can play guitar, so I can imagine how nice it will be playing guitar on a picnic, he knows I want to do that, so he prepared some sandwiches and folding chairs, because I didn’t prepare the picnic mat, so we can’t lie on the grass, it was sad, and I can feel that he didn’t like it, I’m glad he would did that for me, but felt sorry at the same time, and he didn’t want to take the guitar at first, but at last he took it from the house, when I saw him bring the guitar walking toward me, I was touched and happy.💗 Maybe he was shy and nervous so he couldn't play it to me, but I appreciate that even though he thinks picnics are very gay but he still would do that just because I want to.👻 This picnic might not be what I imagine...

Dare27 - TIE EXAM & Sec. Fight

I was almost late on my exam, this exam was very funny, one of my writing was writing a mail to your friend about the last holiday you had, and I wrote to my boyfriend, told him it’s sad I can’t just go to your house and drop the letter this time, because this time, I sent it from Taiwan, and the holiday that I had in Ireland with you, It was precious to me, I miss you and I don’t know if I can meet any guy like you in the future and so on, I almost cried when I was writing.😂 Before I had my speaking test, I had plenty of time, so I had lunch with my friend. We had burgers near the river, there were so many pigeons and seagulls, and I fed a piece of bread to a seagull, suddenly all the birds came to us! My friend was so shocked while I was laughing, and the speaking test I showed off again. I'm sorry, I talked about the second hand story and I just went there before with my boyfriend. Sorry, my dear test partner, the news article I talked about says students should have a driver...

Dare26 - Green couple day

Nov.13, Green day, couple day, shaving day and electric guitar day!👻💚💚💚 My boyfriend always lets me do what I want to do, thank you so much~~~ Because I kept snagging about wanting to see him in the young version that I saw in his passport, so he shaved! I was jumping around him, I was too excited.~~💗 He was trying to keep his moustache. I don’t like it but I respect it. Suddenly, he started to shave his moustache, I was so surprised, I can’t believe it!😮 Before he shaved, I was wearing my green sweater, so I wanted to show off a little bit, hehe, so even though it was really cold outside, I didn't wear a coat, so everybody can see us all wearing green sweaters.💚💚 He wanted to put on his coat, but when he saw my disappointed face, he took it off, sorry and thank you.😚 He has an electric guitar in his room and I never see him play it, so I asked him and without hesitation, he started preparing everything. It touched me, sincerely. He is really great at it, and it was really...

Dare25 - Little date

November 11, we had a little date, we went to a coffee shop “”, the coffee there was really nice, and we went to a store that full of cute stuff, what I bought it was all for him, a comb, cotton buds, body oil, hairpins christmas style.👽 because this morning I kept saying his pants are really funny, I’m sorry, but tight jeans for men, just weird for me, I’m so sorry. so we went to milk market to buy a new pants, and I chose a really nice khaki color pants, a little big and it has a lot of pocket, we both laugh at it, it was 35 europe, I think it is expensive, but he loves it, so he bought it, I think one of reason that he bought it, it’s because he doesn’t want to disappointed me, well, the reason I want to be with him it’s more than his looking.😉 Then we went to Penny to buy a belt, he doesn’t like to shopping, but I like to, so when he said no, let’s get out here, because he can barely breath that it was crowded there, I don’t want him feel bad, so I followed him, but when he...

Dare24 - Certificate

My last day in the school, November 10, I was late, hehehe, told you, I was busy in a relationship, so, hehehe~ I went to school to give my dearest teacher a beautiful card and some gift which is the rose scent of hand scream and soap, and they are all vegan and nature and it really suits my beautiful teacher. teacher said before I leave the country we can hang out to have a lunch or something else, I was so happy to hear that, and I even brought my boyfriend to see my teacher, but teacher was busy, hehehe, that was funny~ After I got my certificate of school I went to my Turkish friend’s house, he was so sweet that he prepared a lot of food and wine to me, and I took a photo to my boyfriend, I told him I was hang out with a gentleman but don’t worry, I won’t cheat, hehehe~ My Turkish friend was really nice and he kept saying if I needed anything I could just tell him, he really treats his guests very well.